"I have died a hundred times trying to ignore it". Omg. Hammer, meet nail
"Stop ‘fighting’ for recovery. Your body and mind; your heart and your soul - it’s been a war zone for far too long. Make peace with your demons. They didn’t come only to torture you… They came to show you where your cracks are; to open the hidden wounds; to illuminate your dark sides. Your demons came to teach you to take care of yourself - they’ve dragged you through hell to do it. You’re at war with yourself. But you can’t eradicate the parts you don’t like; you can’t shoot your way to health and happiness. You need to lay down all your weapons of self-destruction and listen to what these little devils have been trying to tell you - really tell you. They’re just the messengers, and in trying to shoot them you just keep shooting yourself. Healing lies in acceptance - the good, the bad, the dark, the light, the beautiful and the ugly. Harmonious connection between all facets of your perfectly flawed being."
There are several things I highly distrust. Currently at the top of my list are men and roadside food. Nothing against people who earn a living cooking up these delicacies to sell by the roadside by the way. We’re all out here grinding so get your money boo.
Now on the other hand, it seems like no amount of self psycho-analysis will ever help me comprehend the male species entirely. You love them then you hate them. You laugh with them then you cry over them. You think you finally get them, then they pull a fast one on you. They are just this eternal dichotomy of heartache which I keep trying yet failing miserably to understand.
The only difference between my lack of trust in men and roadside food is that you usually only have to suffer a day or two of a stomach upset before you’re back to normal. The depths to which these men can force you to sink however, cannot be fixed with anything you buy over the counter. Trust me.
So for now I’m doing myself a favor. For the sake of my stomach lining, and the health of my heart. I’m going to keep away from both of these cruelties. At least until the internet presents me with a cure by which my organs can satisfactorily recover. Cause we all know Google is never wrong, right?
I swear, Tumblr is the only thing that I ever allow to interrupt my moments. I just heard this beautiful song and ran here to share it before I was done listening. In other words I had a ‘moment’. And it was great.
You know me and good music.
#Np: Seinabo Sey - Younger
“Why we fight to get on loving I’ve been wondering
How your mind will leave you hanging your heart lingering
Then found by whoever stays around forgetting
There is a way to be yourself, I assure you this
There’s a way to catch your dreams without falling asleep
You might as well get it while you can, babe
Cause you know you ain’t getting any younger….”
"If you want to test your memory, try to recall what you were worrying about one year ago today"
-E. Joseph Cossman
#RIPWhitney. But hott damn! I had to wipe away a tear or two after listening to this cover of her song ‘How Will I Know’. (Which was one of my fave’s of hers btw).
Stop it #SamSmith. At a freaking radio station?? Nah, Ima need you to stop with these out of control performances that I gotta post on my blog and make people think I’m weird.
But then again, this is music in its purest form, so I will never apologize for sharing.
'This love is strong, why do I feel weak?'
I was initially sooo opposed to this ‘Remix’. Then I listened to it and realized its still my fave song. A$AP Rocky just talks on it a bit…Hahaha! I’m kidding. He totally raps…twice…I think. Whatevs. I like the guy but c’mon! Who dareth remix a Sam Smith song?? Anyway, long story short…just another version I discovered that I listened to at least 7 times this evening.
And BTW thoughts on the official video are welcome…I personally know for a fact she’s not taking him back at the end. Probably just going to poison him or something. If you have no idea what I’m talking about then youtube is your friend :)
God bless Sam Smith and the woman who made him. #ThatIsAll
"I’m Not The Only One"